The meaning of life is what society deems it as, but who is to say society is right? I believe my life, my very existence is to lead. Many people may not know exactly as to why they were brought here onto this Earth but I have a slight idea, and I plan to carry it out. I was raised to always be a leader and not a follower and I believe I’ve kept true to my upbringing. In this day and age people today are too focused with trying to follow the latest trends and fads, and then there’s me. I decide as to what I want to wear and I have no problem sticking out because it shows that I not only have individuality, but the courage as well to be my own person. Why should I fall prey to what is deemed as “cool”, “popular” or “beautiful” when I can create my own definition for it? Some of the many things that are well renowned today would have never come to be if they chose to stick to the norm. People choose to go out and develop new ideas so that we can advance instead of being stuck in a vicious cycle of redundant style. Society today pressures the youth into becoming a superficial image of what they portray to be perfect, whether it is to be skinny, have perfect skin, and so on. Yet, in reality we all have imperfections but it is those imperfections which make us perfectly imperfect. I believe as the people who embody society today we need to learn how to embrace with what we’ve been given and learn to appreciate it. We were all made differently so that this world would be consisted of unique personalities so that we wouldn’t be carbon copies of each other. The world we live in is a beautiful place and I believe once we learn how to rise above these preset standards of what is deemed to be a beautiful person and construct our own, we will be able to lead a better and happier life.
Definitely writing something later on today and putting it up
Staring at the deep end and I’m close to diving in, but I’m afraid what resides within that deep murky water which my eyes can’t penetrate. My whims and desires keep me from trying to take the plunge so I go numb at the mere thought of ever touching that water. The beginning is like dipping your toes and trying to envision what the future holds but one may never know until they submerge themselves in. The fear of the unknown haunts us all but we must embrace it for we will never know unless we try. So as I sit at the edge staring at the deep end I plunge myself into the unknown hoping that the outcome brings me somewhere I’ve never been before, somewhere where I’m embraced with open arms, and somewhere where love engulfs all.
What a beautiful creation with the most magnificent presentation makes a man wonder how can he get his grasp on one. But it comes with time on how to properly care and love a rose and show it all the love and care one knows. Now I know with life comes experience but I’ve never experienced an experience like I’ve had with her. She is a euphoric wave that takes me in and makes me feel like a kid again where I have no worries solely focusing on the here and now as opposed to the later. now I’ve been worrying about the later for quite sometime now but it just sucks me in to this unpleasing vortex that sucks the life and joy out of me. Me being I and I being me but without she there can never be a we. And without a we there can never be an us and that us is what I lust but lust is not what I feel. What I feel is true and only directed towards you. You and I intertwined by the fingers to show our love but there will never be a love if you and I don’t turn into us or we or they or them. What’s a life lived only being single and never joined by one. Life is meant to be spent with more than just one. It’s meant to be lived in a plural. Filled with reciprocated feelings and emotions that cause churning in the stomachs of one another until it’s unbearable to the point where the other has to wonder what the other is doing until they re-unite to be. That. One. That. One.
I always found it interesting when people’s jaws drop when I tell them I’m a virgin
- I love the feeling you get before it happens.
- I love the small talk created before kissing.
- I love the awkward, yet incredibly strong eye contact with the person.
- I love the hesitation to move inward.
- I love the gentle holds on the face/neck/waist/hips.
- I love the silence when all you can hear is breath.
- I love the tilting of the head to get noses in the right place.
- I love the moment where the lips finally come together.
- I love the smile you share after the kiss.
(Source: fer-ever)
